Phantasms

This will be my first post in the middle of the week and day. I have been feeling nauseous since about 4 pm on Sunday. I have no idea what is causing me to feel this way and I am starting to feel better. Although when I finish this post I will have to take some Advil for a headache. With all of this I decided to take a day of rest to insure it doesn’t get worse. I think it is working so that is good. The bad is I didn’t get to work out yesterday and I was trying to get back into the swing of things. I think I may do a little bit today. I will do nothing to strain myself, but enough so I don’t feel totally worthless in the activity sense.

My other share for today is my dream from last night. I don’t remember full details, but I will go into what I do remember. I was sitting with a group of people at a fast food restaurant. I have no idea what place it was or what type of food they served just that I was at a table. I then walked up to get a refill on my drink and when I was doing that Sarah Palin (ran for vice president) came up next to me to fill her glass. I started to talk to her about something (can’t remember) and asked her some questions about the family, which I then noticed was at a table nearby. After that I woke up. My only guess why she was in my dreams is that I have seen her more and more in the news lately. They have also talked about her more on talk radio on my way home from work. She has a new book out or something like that. It isn’t the strangest dream I have ever had. I will not even get into one of those.

Have a happy and healthy one.

Ship in a Bottle

I am lost in thought tonight. This is not a new thing for me. I have always admitted to thinking too much. It can be a good thing and also a bad thing. It can allow you to think things out and be able to succeed where others may fail. It also can cause you not to act on things because you place too many variables into it that it floods your mind with thought. It can be debilitating sometimes. That is where I am tonight.

I seem to have a lot of thoughts floating around that I can’t concentrate on things. Of course I am not going to share any of these thoughts with you. I have found that by doing so only bad things can come of it. So I am writing everything down in my spiral notebook and enjoying my time in my world made of cardboard.

I hope you enjoyed the picture of my spiral notebook. I also have a blue and a black one. This was part of my Halloween costume. I will not go into what I was and why it facilitated the need for spiral notebooks. Let’s just say it was a pretty super costume if you ask me.

Last thought of the blog tonight is the greatest thing about this time of year. That would be the pomegranate.

Such a wonderful thing to eat it is. It is what doomed goddess Persephone to the Underworld 4 months of the year. So you know it is a good thing and good for you. If that doesn’t sell it for you in Armenia it is a symbol that represents fertility, abundance, and marriage. How could one possibly go wrong with those three things? You really can’t.

Have a healthy and happy one.

Hollow Pursuits

So I have come to the conclusions that I have been doing all of this for the wrong reasons. I will not go into said reasons, but let’s just say it is not a thing to keep one motivated enough to continue. This is the source of the two week absent of my workouts. So tonight I started a new chapter and a new reason. Like the other reason I will not say my new motivation. Motivation is a personal thing that I think should be kept to one’s self. All I will say is that I will not tire, I will not falter, and I will not fail.

So the slate has been somewhat wiped clean and so I start with a new goal. That goal is 40lbs by my birthday in May. This should give me enough time to succeed and not feel rushed into doing something that isn’t healthy for me. I am going to also attempt to make smaller goals for myself that I can strive for. The large goal is nice, but it is a long distance and it is easier to get small goals that lead to the large one. I will not share the small goals, but will share the progress to the large goal.

With all that being said I will share my one update from Active that I looked at tonight. Since I started Active I have burned 6,465.5 Calories and have worked out 15 hours 37 minutes. If I keep everything up it will take my around 17 days to reach the 10,000 mark and I will receive an in game trophy for it. This is one of four that I have left to get in the game.

Have a happy and healthy one.

Working on it

I know it has been a long time since I posted anything. I wanted to say that I will be working on a post of sorts and post sometime soon. At least I hope I will.

Have a happy and healthy one.