Frame of Mind

I just wanted to post a real update to the blog. The last two were..... short. Though I am not sure if anyone is still reading this after all the gaps in my posting. Even still I am going to fill you in on some stuff. I don't have a whole lot to update on, but I will give you what I got.

On the working out front I have been doing pretty badly. I started the 6 week challenge and I am currently 4 workouts behind where I should be. I am going to have to find a way to make up those that I have missed. There is plenty of time to make it up before the official end date of the challenge. The game is different than the original and I need to come up with something I like that will make me continue it. I really enjoy the updates to the boxing and will have to come up with a routine that includes it. I will try to update the blog to say how I am doing.

Food has been doing okay. This weekend was a bad example, but during the week I am usually really good at what I eat. I usually have a simple meat and veggie. I stay away from pop and other drinks like that. I have tried to stick mainly to juice or water. I need to work on more of a weekly plan. Not that what I am doing now is failing it just could be better. I also need to work on weekend activities that tend to lead me to ignore healthy living. Might have to look into some sort of gym membership or maybe find some sort of club I could join. Of course it is hard during the winter months for either. Memberships are more expensive and clubs are limited to activities that I don't really do.

My biggest thing right this second is that I am frustrated beyond belief. That is what is causing me the most happenings in my life. It also is having a negetive effect on my healthy living and on this blog. So what is my frustrations? I am glad you asked. They would be life, love, and everything in between. I just have too much on my mind and it is starting to overwhelm me. Not sure what to do about any of them. I only have a somewhat idea on one of the things, but I have fears that it will not be good if I do what I am thinking. The main thing is I am unsure if the situation is how I am reading it and I don't want to take the risk if it is not. I guess I fear to lose what I have. Though by not taking the risk I may still run the possibility of losing it. So I really have no clue. It would be nice if certain things were easy. I don't mind things being hard, but there are somethings I wouldn't mind being easy. Anyways.....

Those are my things for this weekend. Sorry for the somewhat rant even though it is not a rant. Though I must point out that is my blog to post anything and everything. Even though I do hold a lot back since people have been known to read this.

Have a healthy and happy one.